I might be an odd ball here, but am I the only one who has found otk awkard at times?????
It seems every time we’ve tried the otk position the spanking has been awkward, uncomfortable, and somehow forced. But not today!!!!! I feel like we’re moving forward again. yea!!!!
After I wrote J the letter, it felt like he backed off and I wasn’t sure why. I would get spanked a couple times a day for a day or two and then I’d go a week or so. Now I know everyone is thinking that’s pretty normal but I got to tell you . We’re sooo new at this and I do not have my attitude and my mouth under control and our “normal” would be my butt getting busted just about everyday. Which I guess I never thought about that being the reason for “leather butt” anywhooo back to my post. So yesterday I got TWO spankings in one day. And they HURT!!!!!!! they hurt enough that I thought my attitude was better today…LOL that’s what I get for thinking. No seriously J got onto me this morning with no spanking but tonight , we were watching tv when the baby started fussing upstairs. I headed up to get her and J’s says, “hey, bring the paddle down when you come”. I wanted to argue sooo bad because I hadn’t really done anything , but I’ve really been working on submitting to the spankings when where and how J says. I thought I’d be funny and I brought our smaller otk paddle down instead of our larger one. J was a little thrown off at first , but his attitude was like “fine, you want it this way” ….which I didn’t really think he’d do since it hasn’t worked for us in the past. But….he did take me OTK and whoooa….I know I say this alot but I seriously got the most intense longest spanking as of yet!!!!! He seriously gave me 20 or 25 swats……I didn’t think he was ever going to stop!!!!! (I’m sitting on a very sore tush)
after the spanking while I was still OTK he verbally addressed some things, I didnt’ know he had issue with . While it was slightly uncomfortable, as I would have preferred to be sitting up talking, It still worked for us and it was probably the “best” Otk session we’ve had.
A NEW RULE:
J also made a new rule after the spanking was over. I am now no longer allowed to drink soda. (*tears*) It’s going to be sheer torture for me. I loooove my soda. I asked J what the consequences would be if I chose to disobey. I think he was irritated I would even think that way so he told me I would get 3 times the amount of spankings I recieved tonight, even if he had to give me the same amount on the hour for 4 hours in a row….EEEEKKKKK!!!! I think I’ll obey!!! Talk about stepping it up!!